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Katerina:
I opened my eyes to Nikolay, running his finger over my back. The man had been gently massaging my back for the past half an hour. I believe I could have felt him before, but I didn’t mind the urge in me to wake up. However, seeing as he was now drawing circles, gentle patterns, I shall stop in my eyes. Look at him, no longer wanting to keep him waiting.
My husband smiled as his eyes met mine, his eyes meeting mine and gentle gaze making my heart flutter. The fact that this row has just had our first time was something that was so intimate for me, making my heart skip a beat before I can even think about it. The idea of me calling him my husband to begin with. It was something more like a dream to me, but considering the fact that he had touched me and I was no longer his wife on paper, I do believe that it had the right to call him that.
“Good morning.” Nikolay smiled, revealing a small dimple on his right cheek, making me smile. The fact that it was past afternoon was something that I knew. However, him addressing it as morning only made it special. I knew that the two of us had chosen the worst time to do this. With everything that we had to do today, I was surprised that Nikolay chose to do it today. Thou I was also proud to know that I would be able to walk around people knowing that I was official wife of the man that everybody thought that I wouldn’t marry.
“Hey.” I said, stretching as I tried to force myself to keep my eyes open. Just the idea of doing so took enough efforts from me, but I knew for fact that I couldn’t lay in bed for too long. A few more minutes wouldn’t harm me that much, right?
I ran my finger over his cheeks before pulling him down to kiss me. The man had already showered and ready, however, he wasn’t dressed just yet. I knew that I needed to get out of bed, however the soreness between my legs prevented me from doing so. The fact that he chose this very date today was something very unexpected. However, I wasn’t going to complain about it. Knowing that his mom was coming. I knew that she
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now.
“How do you feel, baby girl?” He asked, his voice softening as he looked at me, studying my expression, wanting to assure me that I was going to be okay. I was, I had to admit that, I was just a little tired, that was all.
“A little sore, but I’m fine.” I said, looking him in the eye as I felt the soreness between my legs throb a bit with every move that I tried to make.
I chose to be honest about my words, knowing that he actually knew that I was sore. The man was big, I had to admit, very big, and that was something that I didn’t even expect. Him fitting me was almost a miracle, but he was so gentle, making me smile. The memory and the idea of everything that happened was something that I couldn’t imagine. The smile that formed on my lips was one that I couldn’t control. My cheeks. were bright with happiness as I had experienced my first time. I knew that I didn’t have to look at myself to see that. However, I was a bit concerned that others could see it if they looked at me. It was often said that a girl’s face brightened after her first time if it was with someone that she was in love with, and the idea of that happening was one that embarrassed me a bit.
“Do you want to try getting out of bed so you can get ready though? I know that you would be limping. At least it would be something to be proud of.” Nikolay asked, teasing me as he ran his finger over my bare waistline. The man himself was wearing sweatpants and no shirt on, though his wet hair told me that he had already showered a while before he came to wake me.
I had to stop myself from laughing at his words and looking at him. I simply shook my head. The idea of him helping me out of bed would only boost his ego, reminding him or letting him know how big he was. Thought I wasn’t stupid. I knew that he was well aware how big he was. It wasn’t the first woman that he slept with, but I was determined to be the only woman that he slept with from now on. I wanted to be in his life for him now, and I didn’t want it to be that woman that stole his heart, made. him love her, and made him happy.
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“Well, my sweet malyshka, you’re bound to get ready somehow, and I doubt that he would be able to get out of bed. So how about you? Let me help you. It’s pretty some time, and it’s very the pain of limping.” He said, biting my bottom lip and pulling on it gently as he kissed me.
Nikolay made me laugh and seeing as I was happy, he smiled and wrapped his arms around me as he pulled me to sit down. He kissed me. His kiss, gentle and loving one that I couldn’t imagine living without anymore. The thing was, despite all the conflicts that the two of us have been through, I couldn’t even imagine how I left without him. That you’re of us were true. puzzle pieces meant to fit despite all the issues that have happened. It was something that was more of a miracle for me, and that was something that I wanted him to know. It was something that I wanted him to know, and I knew that I would cherish him as my husband regardless of whether or not he cherished me back. Though I wasn’t stupid, I knew the time would tell us. Though he wasn’t like his father or his mother, I often hope that he didn’t end up turning away from the future. I just had to build my place carefully in his heart. And that would take time, patience and a lot of love.
give.
to
“You have no idea how happy I am right now, Nikolay.” I said before I was able to stop myself. His eyes met mine, and he smiled as he studied my expression, running his finger over my cheek. He pulled me in for a gentle kiss before pulling me into his arms and getting out of bed. I laughed and wrapped my arms around his neck, fearing that I would fall.
Though I wasn’t stupid, I knew that he wouldn’t drop me, it was only a basic instinct that I followed. This being the first time a man had carried me since I was a toddler, I wasn’t sure how I felt about it. But I knew that it made me feel like some princess from a fairytale. The man was far too strong to do drop me, and despite tightening my grip around his neck, I knew for fact that I trusted him with everything that I had to know that he wouldn’t let me down. The trust that I had built with him as a husband was one that I would never have thought that I would have towards anyone. The pain that I have been through was one that I couldn’t imagine. Whether or not before or after our marriage, I knew there my family had harmed me enough for me not to trust anyone else. But thankfully for
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Nikolai, the man was patient enough to handle all my tantrums where break downs and the pain that I was in, especially after he saw them when I chose to be honest.
It was true that I had indeed blocked so much inside, whether it was about. his relationship with Anastasia or the pain that I’ve been through with his mother. But it was something that he knew. It was something that I did not. need to hide. But the therapist didn’t need to know. I didn’t want anyone to hold anything against him or the family, and that was something that I knew he valued.
“You are my pride, my Princess, my queen and love. That is something that I don’t want you to forget, Katerina.” My heart skipped a beat as I heard his words and it took me a few seconds to process what he had said. However, seeing his expression, he was serious. I didn’t question him, nor did I say a word. I simply studied his expression as I waited for him to say something else. Him calling me his love was something that I did not expect, and though he hadn’t told me that he was in love with me, the word alone was strong enough for me to cherish and hold on to. It was a word that I never, not in a million years, would have expected to hear from him. Therefore, I wasn’t stupid enough to try and jinx or ruin the moment. I was going to live it with everything that it had.
Nikolay stayed quiet for a few seconds, running his finger over my lower. back as he massaged it gently. He took me to the bathroom and sat me down on the sink as he going to the bathroom to set it up. He filled the tub, putting vanilla scented soup before he turned to look at me. He placed his hands either side of my body, caging me between his arms and the sink, looking me in the eyes.
“What have you done to me, Katerina?” Nikolay asked, making me look down at his chest as I avoided his eyes. My cheeks reddened as I felt shy. It was a feeling that I didn’t know, something that I didn’t process, though. I know that it was love. It was something that I have never felt before. It was more intimate and deeper than the feelings that I had before. And I didn’t know whether it was not because we were being intimate or because of his kind words. Either way, I was willing to hold on to the feeling as long as I
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He put his finger under my chin, making me look at him. His eyes were gentle and loving, something that I never thought that I was seeing from a man like him. Recalling all the bad memories that we’ve been through, his mother’s harsh words, his father’s harsh behavior toward him, what I have heard and what he has told me, the way they have treated the two of us, I couldn’t have ever imagined that we would be able to put in this point. But it was true that only time could tell, and that our fate was made long before we were born. Whether or not the two of us have been through hardships, I knew that the two of us were made to form one another. It was our faith long before we were born, and that was something that we were currently living through.
Taking the courage, I cupped Nikolay’s cheeks and kissed him letting my lips linger for a few seconds before I pulled away to look him in the eye, thankful for his presence as my husband.
“I don’t know whether or not I’m being lucky right now or if it is dream. Either way, I am more than willing to hold on to it as long as I can. If it means that I would be able to hold you in my arms and just look at you for hours and hours to come, I will be holding on to it.” I said, letting him know that he was special to me, it was something that I knew that most of those who were around him didn’t make him feel, and that was something that I didn’t want him feeling around me. If anything, I wanted to be the person he felt safe around regardless of whatever could happen between
Us.
Nikolay stayed quiet as he looked at me, listening to my words. These words were ones that I knew that he hadn’t heard. I didn’t know how his relationship was with Anastasia, but I knew that he couldn’t feel these words or hear them with his family, and that was something that I was determined to change. The family thought the two of us were going to build. If we were going to build, one was going to be a lot more positive and a lot more happy than the one they had lived through. I don’t want him to live through pain or that I want our kids, if we ever had any, to go. through what we have been through, both of us.
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“If anyone told me that I would get an Angel sent from above for me, I would have told them that they were lying. Right now, I am more than thankful to have met you and to have married you. And I am more than sorry to have made you feel all the pain that you have been through. Yes, I know that you are not asking for my apology. You do not need it right. now, but I want to know forever that I will be sure to earn your love, your heart and your kind soul. That is something that I don’t want to forget.” He said softly, his tone being more gentle than it had ever been.
I smiled at his words and nodded, knowing that he was being honest. This apology was the more sincere that he had apologized to me before, and that was something that I loved. It was an apology that I was willing to accept it and move on phase that I was willing to take, considering the fact that the two of us were planning to make this real. I knew that the first one to be able to do so would be me. I wanted him and I wanted to start my family with him, and I wanted to be more than in love with him, both in our family together. That was something that I was going to be sure to cherish.
“How about you get inside the tub, sweetheart? You know you still need to get ready.” Nikolay asked, giving me a gentle smile, revealing his dimple once again.
I nodded at my husband, who smiled and helped me up. I tried to take a step forward. However, my fitting lost their balance before I could. The soreness between my legs prevented me from doing so, and I knew that a warm shower should help me relax. However, for now, I needed his help.
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Nikolay chuckled before her, pulling me in his arms, wrapping them around me as he lifted me. I shook my head as I tried to hide my face, which was blushing on his chest, making him chuckle. He kissed my temple before setting me inside the tub.
“Do you want me to give you the shower or can you manage it on your own?” Nikolay” asked, making me blush more than I already was. I shook my head, knowing that I would be able to manage it myself. “You don’t need to be shy of me, baby, I was literally inside you a few hours ago.”
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Now, if I was shy earlier than I was more than that now. My checks turned crimson to the point where I wanted to hide inside the tub to avoid his
eyes.
“I’ll be fine, Nikolay. I’ll call you if I need anything. How about it?” I said, making him chuckle at my behavior, knowing the effect that he just had
on me.
Nikolay smiled and nodded before walking out of the bathroom, making sure to keep it a little open for him to hear or catch a glance from here or there. I blushed and shook my head at the man before starting scrubbed my body clean. Staring at my hand, I couldn’t help the smile that formed on my face as I looked at my wedding ring.
Had anyone told me that I would be as happiest woman on the planet marrying this man, I would have hit him in the face. But now I was more than thankful that I had married him. If he saw me as the Angel that was sent to him, and I saw him as the knight in shining garment that was sent to me. My savior, my pride, my glory, the love of my life and you gift that I got from the heavens. Though I know that it was something that I wouldn’t be able to explain to him, not by words at least. I knew that my actions would show him that I not only that I love him, but I was going to fight for him till the end of time. I was going to make sure that every one, regardless of who they were, respected, appreciated and cherished the men starting from his family here in the house. And by his family, I meant myself. Then it would be a children that we would have in the future if we were lucky enough to ever have them.
That was a vow that I was going to keep in my mind until the end of time. It was about that I was going to make from her husband one day, if we ever choose to make one. And thou that I was going to make to myself today. It was something that I did not want to break and that was something that I was going to make sure to engrave in my heart until I died.
“I, Katerina Ivanov, am going to cherish my husband. Through thick and thin and I was willing to make sure that he was loved and loved and happy. This was a promise that was going to make for him and myself.”
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